The horrible feeling that you get when you see something that you didn’t intend on seeing? You just feel like crying your eyes off right then and there…. ” Why would he/she do that to me? ” and ” This doesn’t even make any sense! ” runs back and forth through your head cause you just dont understand that painful feeling…. You dont know who to blame and who to be mad with, and you just want to tell to them straight up about what you saw and how you felt. But all you can do is act like it didn’t even bother you at all when in the inside, it’s killing you. Cause if you did tell them straight up, you’d be concerned about the drama that you’ve caused over that thing that made you upset….
Ever had that feeling?
I’m sorry mom…
I’m sorry for always talking back. I don’t mean it… I still love you. I really do. But sometimes, I just get so upset at everything that my mouth starts to have a mind of its own. And when I see the pain in your eyes, it just makes me so mad that I want to punch myself…. I’m sorry that I make things complicated for you. I feel horrible for always seeing you up so early for work. I dislike the look in your tired eyes when you finally come home from work… I’m really grateful that I have you, even though I dont show it as often. I LOVE YOU MOM. AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME, RAISING ME, AND GIVING UP YOUR DREAMS JUST FOR ME :)